August

Yeah we planned to meet next month 'coz he'll be taking back the ring from me. I'm now having mixed feelings. I hate this. Before, I used to be very excited whenever he would come down here and spend the whole weekend with me, but it's a whole lot different now. I can't be happy at all 'coz things are not the same anymore and this might be the last.

I know I have to be positive. I should visualize things positively for me to get a good upshot. I am not demanding nor insisting but I AM HOPING that things would turn out well. Not that I'm asking for balikan, I just hope that the friendship we once had won't fail us this time.